I've been wonder what should I do with my life? I'm not sure if i can do better in future but it's confused when it seem like I got lost in life, walking alone in path which leading mie to nowhere. I got scared but no one will understand. I never thought of entering the 'real' world this soon, facing problems n betraying from people surrounding mie. It's hard to keep those true friends. The one I used to call them friend leaving mie one by one in my life. It's hurt when you found out the one you trusted the most could betrayed your trust. As I tried to entered the real world, I've learnt that ANYTHING will happen no matter what and I need to be strong enough to face it with my own strength. It's like I need to make up my mind which is right or wrong and facing the consequences alone. I'm so confuse and I'm so aimless. I'm afraid if i make the wrong decision and I'll regret it for a lifetime. What's the most hurting mie was I dint get any support from my family. No one will understand because no one cares.....

I've been wonder what should I do with my life? I'm not sure if i can do better in future but it's confused when it seem like I got lost in life, walking alone in path which leading mie to nowhere. I got scared but no one will understand. I never thought of entering the 'real' world this soon, facing problems n betraying from people surrounding mie. It's hard to keep those true friends. The one I used to call them friend leaving mie one by one in my life. It's hurt when you found out the one you trusted the most could betrayed your trust. As I tried to entered the real world, I've learnt that ANYTHING will happen no matter what and I need to be strong enough to face it with my own strength. It's like I need to make up my mind which is right or wrong and facing the consequences alone. I'm so confuse and I'm so aimless. I'm afraid if i make the wrong decision and I'll regret it for a lifetime. What's the most hurting mie was I dint get any support from my family. No one will understand because no one cares.....