It's so hard to hide my feeling no matter how hard i tried. I keep telling myself that I'm no longer have the rights to know things about him anymore and carry on with my life like others tough I really wish to be there for him especially what had just happened recently. But something about him tells me that he don't need my concern anymore and all I could did for him was accepting his decision and stay away from him so I couldn't hurt him so much when he's carrying such burden. It must be very difficult for him and I think no one will understand how he feels now. It tears me up inside when I see how suffer he's. I need to be independent and tough enough to be alone without him. I guess this is the best for both of us. Yong's going Ns tomorrow. I'll definitely gonna miss her a lot. Yong, ''gambateh!!'' and come back soon cause we are going to rock the night like yesterday with Mun Yee (haha)

It's so hard to hide my feeling no matter how hard i tried. I keep telling myself that I'm no longer have the rights to know things about him anymore and carry on with my life like others tough I really wish to be there for him especially what had just happened recently. But something about him tells me that he don't need my concern anymore and all I could did for him was accepting his decision and stay away from him so I couldn't hurt him so much when he's carrying such burden. It must be very difficult for him and I think no one will understand how he feels now. It tears me up inside when I see how suffer he's. I need to be independent and tough enough to be alone without him. I guess this is the best for both of us. Yong's going Ns tomorrow. I'll definitely gonna miss her a lot. Yong, ''gambateh!!'' and come back soon cause we are going to rock the night like yesterday with Mun Yee (haha)